Anyway

I don't know my life still sucks. I still have the same problems with the people in my neighborhood with fireworks and noise and it's just getting to be to much. I really think I'm going to lose it one way or another. The police hate me for all the times I called last year. So I can't really call them anymore but I still do when something else stupid happens. But they hate me when they should hate the people who are actually making my life a living hell. I don't know. It's like an insane parallel universe where you're the bad guy for not letting people treat you like shit/pose a danger to you even if what they are doing is illegal. And the worst part is I know who they are and I can pretty much predict when they're going to do it and I still can't get anyone to stop them. I've heard that Hell is repetition. I can tell you that's the absolute truth. I just want it to stop. Why is that too much to ask?