Still suffering from the noise

Those damn boom cars. I can't take it anymore. I had given up calling the police last year but trying to just sit there and take it was worse than dealing with the evil dispatchers. So around Thanksgiving I had a complete meltdown one Sunday morning and I went to the station to see if there was someone I could speak to. They gave me the number of the police captain and I had to wait a few days to speak to him. When I did I told him the whole story and he said for me to call every time. I can't do that. I've been trying and it's making this whole thing my job. I can't stand it anymore. How difficult is it to ticket someone? And somehow they can't do it. I get angrier and angrier everytime. I don't know if this is happening everywhere or what. I don't know if I can escape this or if it will follow me everywhere I try to run. I feel so hopeless. My hopelessness has been growing since last 4th of July when I had spent 6 months NOT calling the police about the boom cars and fireworks. I just want this all to stop. I want to go back to when people were decent and I know I can't do that. But I also can't deal with it. I wish I could just ignore it. I can't. This thing really attacks me. And as far as I'm concerned these people are attacking me. And I can't do anything about it.